I Rest My Case

I guess it's been 7yrs already since I thought that there is a different sort of feeling towards him. I noticed him during our 1st year CompE Election at USC-TC. He was nominated and elected as the President. I wanted to vote for him because I like his eyes and I think he will be a good leader but one of my classmate ran in the same position so we voted for him. So eventually the feelings seems to grow more as I kept on seeing him everyday at school even though we're on different block section. What do I like him most is being the kuya of our classmate. He has this eyes that melts my heart. He is also gifted with a great intelligence specially in one of our ECE subject, where he gave time and went home late just to be our tutor (dba nakaka inlove). But we have different set of friends and status in life. His from a prosperous and known chinese family. So, I just kept my feelings.

Now, we are both working already. I only got to see him in our badminton games once a week. Before I thought because he has a similarity of my x-bf but I don't get to see him already but I kinda miss him also. My friends keep on telling me to just move on because he is so torpe... some doubt if he is gay... I didn't mind them and followed my heart. Trying and praying that somebody he will show to me that I have small place in his heart.

After watching movie with him and our friends, I tried to recall everything that would show if he has feelings towards me.

- if cares for me, he will really offer and tell the taxi driver to get inside to our subdivision so that I could safely go home at night.
- he would initiate any conversion when we're together.
- showed some joke at me.
- would reply to my thousand of txt messages even though I'm not unli text :)
- offer some help...

But maybe he only treats me as a friend. Cause he reminds me if we have a badminton game. Now, I'm tired of being martyr and so loyal to him... after all of these things and feelings for him, it seems nothing has change. There is no connection between us...

With all of thses.... I rest my case... I'm letting my heart to rest from being used just beat for only you...