Thursday, January 17, 2008

Hidden Feelings of a Hopeless Romantic

So many things that I wish I could say just to your face. So many things that swallow what I'm feeling, that we should and maybe we shouldn’t. That maybe we should always be like this and some day that we should be closer then what we are now. Maybe we shouldn’t because im scared of what you might really think.

Scared to say all the things that I really wish I could, scared to reveal things that I know that I should keep suppressed. Im sad that your not here, sitting talking laughing with me. Scary to think that all I really want right now is to be held in loving arms, can you supply them? To be kissed by gentle lips, will you do that?

Hidden feelings of a hopeless romantic, all this girl really wants in life is to be loved more than her dog loves her. All she wants is to be happy no matter where I am, living in slums or in a palace, and I want him to know it that in the end who ever I end with that I will stand with them through whatever it will be whatever to come… a vulnerable heart of a hopeless romantic… almost wishing she wouldn’t have posted these words..

Hoping that she wont be rejected… hoping she wont have her heart handed back to her in pieces… pls don’t hand my heart back….