I Dont Know Why But I Want To Cry

I feel an emptiness inside of me, I feel pain that really isn't there, I feel like someone is following me, but there is no one behind me. All this leads too... I dont know why but I want to cry. I want someone there to comfort me, I want a shoulder to cry on, I want someone to understand. And I dont know why but I want to cry. I don't know why but I want to cry. My tears wont fall, My heart just aches, My smile stays down, and my soul just shakes. My secrets stay hidden, my thoughts stay locked, my fears keep reappearing, everywhere I go. And I dont know why but I want to cry. And I dont know why but I want to cry.

UAAP Season 72

It's just now I'm addicted to basketball esp when the Ateneo Blue Eagles will be playing.
Hope this season it will be a blast since it is the year of my PG IDol! Jai Reyes.

So Hard

It is so hard to lose something you never had.
Seeing it being handled and cared by someone else.
And It could be me who is by your side
But I let my chances passed by.

See Yah Later Kazz!

I really hate this feeling when people will leave the team. Just tonight one of my cute little agent submitted her resignation. Well I respect her decision because it is for her own good and her family. I just wished her to be successful in her business. I gonna missed her when she rattles when having a difficulty in her calls. A very down to earth pretty lady.

Again... It is not a goodbye but... See yah later Kazz!

Reminiscing the Feeling

this afternoon I was so excited because i will be able to see again this great guy from college. For how many months we haven't seen each other I really missed him. He keeps on inviting me for a badminton game with our college classmates. But my work schedule really conflicts and quite busy at work too. today we played badminton. For our last game we are paired up against his brother and friend. Butterflies in my stomach... i kept on smiling... whew! i looked like a dumb ass...
anyway he gained a little weight... he is still the cute and gentleman guy who could melt women's heart. (i wonder if he is still available or taken? lucky her...)

Why You're Still Single

It's been 4yrs already since the last time I had a relationship.
I keep on asking for a partner then I just questioned myself.. why am I still single?

"You're intimidating." these are the words answered by ex-bf when I asked him.
Shocked cause I don't know in which part because I'm not rich nor intelligent.
He said that I am "Too Good to be True." that people are afraid to know more about me. I care too much that they don't want to have relationship with me because they might broke my heart.

And I said "DUH".. why people are coward to face the real me.
Later on I found myself being the bad girl side of me... trying people will try to like me which in fact it didn't helped that much. it became worst.

I've read this article from Googobits and it is quite interesting.
And one thin i have learned is to have a self esteem and confidence.

http://www.googobits.com/articles/2208-why-youre-still-single.html

Eclipse Ranked #2

This is quite late news but for the May Statistics our team (Eclipse) got the rank #2 on the floor. We are all happy that's at last we've been part of the TOP3 teams of the month. Especially me that it is my goal and wish to my team. I almost give up on it. At least before I leave the company soon I was able to achieved my dream. And now all I want is my agents to step up to a higher position. They might be young but they are hardworking and responsible agents. I want the best of them... whatever I have achieved and learned from the company hopefully will experienced it too.

Congratulations Team Eclipse!
I'm always proud of you guys!

Project 365

My friend proposed this project to me. Since we are both into Photography...
We need to take picture everyday and the best shot will be posted in our blog. And It will last for a year or 365days. Any theme you would like to have. This will gauge how much did you improved in taking pictures. Last July 1 we started taking pictures but unfortunately my PC gone wreck so I was not able to upload it. Maybe during rest days i'll go to the internet cafe. I'm excited in this project.